...who you think you are...who you have carefully constructed...who has been carefully molded by the invisible hands of man...leave this person you think you are...and travel as far as china...travel and find yourself...leave...quietly...now...do it now...
...Quietness...in Quiet i've heard...the answer lies in Quiet...the letting go...wrote yesterday, posted...and here i am again...what happened to me typing yesterday...hitting backspace when i made a flagrant spelling error...? where is that person...? where is that moment? what about the moment when i started this, minutes ago...when i read rumi poems...when i was at my boy's place earlier, in the country, watching him build a house...discarding waste from his jars...wondering if my hands were going to freeze off...and if they did...if they did, i would feel it now...so i used caution...i worked smartly...took pauses...just i wasn't as smart in ingesting earlier, and am now feeling a bit queasy...even as a i fast...even as i continue this tradition of revering the moon...
...what is it that constructs your identity? that others expect of you? that you've come to expect of yourself? are you a lover of music...of consuming massive amounts of music?...what if you were someone who listened as music came up, but didn't seek it out...?...are you attached to a certain style of clothing...?...what would happen if you dressed differently?...what would happen if your dress were baggy if it is currently tight...?... are you invested in how you are perceived...? what if your movement weren't from audience but from a devotional vinyasa to One - drink when thirsty...move, when body requires...peace out when sleep calls...?...
...do you hold grduges...? what if you let go of them...?...what if you sought to understand?...what if you were transparent all the time instead of holding on to your pride...?...
...let go of who you think you are for who You Are...
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