...march full moon & spring equinox...

...in the name of ALLAH... the Most Compassionate, the Most Merciful... the Guide, the Most Patient, the Inheritor of ALL...

...99...

...18...

...the # 9...

...all praise is due for the math... as taught through the seerdom of the prophet of peace, wisdom, knowledge... muhahammad ibn abdullah...

...so deep were his teachings that he refused kingship, status, political power, pictures of himself, worship of him... didn't charge a penny for this ancient program that people would pay tens of thousands if you don't call it islam...

...on this night... behind the candle, before a turmeric ginger latte, beside the bar of a cafe i frequent... empty in fasting... as prescribed by the prophet... every full moon... the day before and after... i write... without a boss... without employment to chain me to an image... to keep me cautious... to curb me for the ShahanShah... and instead i write without censorship... free palestine... free the land... free all political prisoners... free bobby sands, 30 years after his death as a martyr of irish revolution... free the move 9... now 7... after the slow murder of one in the beasts cages in p.a... and the liberation of another... after 40 years... all praise is due for the warriors... for geronimo... for chief sitting bull... for the prophet jesus... the prophet moses... the prophet muhammad... for the messengers subsequent and preceding them... for the khemtic scientists, the hindu vedantists... the arab numerologies astrologies philosophies... the ancient greek and nordic cosmoologies...

...for gautama... i lean back into the meditations you have taught... thank You... for the prophet of Surrendering to the Source of Peace (islam), i bow my head down while lifting my heart up due to your teachings... to patanjali and his yoga sutras... i vinyasa through stagnancy... due to the math you taught that i wear in my body...

...inshALLAH...

... i hear there are people looking for teachers... i've been asked... i've stayed dormant... in my practices... in commune... with You... and understand now is the time to share... to give... to offer... to exchange... to do what i can to bring glory to Glory...

...inshALLAH...

...this spring... new beginnings... greater and newer and less than and more than... and circumstance and humility... and you need a dictionary of cryptic saturnine language to decipher this code i speak in that dissipates in a screen and births a trillion semen to impregnate immaculate birth in you...

...this full moon i look up and reflect... yes... there were problems... yes i embraced them... but i noticed spiciness... i noticed resistance... i noticed a going back to doing too much... juggling... i noticed the to do check off list... i noticed that i wasn't going in... so not Really putting myself out...

...so this month... i embrace problem with honesty by asteya - not-stealing... being truthful... honest... seen or unseen... how it appears and how it can damage... i embrace... through being cards on the table... 

...instructions for living in ALLAHment...

...living in ALLAH-ment...

...who am i to tell you?... no one... listen to your Self...

...that's the instruction... as taught by prophets... by revolutionaries... afterall, jesus reminds us that if we follow the path of Truth, we must be prepared to suffer the consequences of this...

...instruction - shhhhh.... Quietness...

...give of your self... of your wealth... share... sharing is caring...

...if you have space and someone in your tribe needs a place... let them stay with you...

...when you do something like this... do it with your heart... and do it Quietly... and do it so that those who stay with you are part of a structure to uphold the house... the family... that they are involved in duties to upkeep the house... so they are not just crashing... so you don't feel resent... but the Work will sustain your relationship...

...prioritize Your Work... not your job...

...pause... often... and Be in Surrender... through listening... through sharing... through letting go of control... through letting go of performance... through being okay with following... through getting behind... it's not always about you and how much you know and...

...all praise is due... stay in a state of all praise is is duing...

...i Am... and You Are...

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... despite babylon... medicine man stands...

...other... was going this way... difference between me and them... the competition... the marketplace... the babylonomics that tell you to distinguish yourself between yourself and others who are doing something similar... what makes you better?...

...hmmm... babylon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

...babylon is so deep... it becomes the neural networks in your head...

...hence these ancient practices that ALLAH-ine with the signs "we gave you rivers and mud and air... if only you would think..."... as taught by the Noor... all praise is due... 5 times a day... Surrender the artificial intelligence babylon has programmed you with to Connect with that which is Always...

... i wouldn't create separation... i wouldn't want to... i found myself in that position yesterday... as the client i was working on was a department chair at the medical school of ivy league... i was thinking of how to prove myself... what language i could use... and i found myself again in this position when i was among the n.d. students i was teaching a course to on ayurvedic analysis... and they required i prove myself...

...in both instances... breath... pranic flow... led me to Surrender... to pause... to Connect... and convey Truth... no big words... what i do is simple... it's based on nature... and my practice on it, in it... in myself... and sharing these tools with you... not trying to convince you... to sell you on... through information... through a lot of big words... it's simple... panchamahatrantra... indriyas...  panchamahabhuta... dosha... srota... agni... dhatu... mala... balance, imbalance... as without so within... virya... hot and cold... energetics... karma... actions... tendencies... tastes... dharshana... observations... and everything is dravya...

...this is what i noticed... that babylon ayurvedic yogic practitioners move with the flow of money... of profitable... of what will get clients... they don't want to offend anyone... unless it will get them clients... they don't mind discriminating if that's what sells... babylon moves with the cash flow...

...so i guess this is what would be different about me... free all political prisoners... free the land... stop killing the rainforests... stop chopping down the mountains for coal... stop fracking the earth... stop shopping so much... stop using plastic bottles... stop torturing other beings... stop bombing syria and afghanistan and palestine and somalia and libya and stop overthrowing governments like venezuela... i stand for something... disconnect from babylon technology...

...and as yogi-sis reminded me... stand through your own practice... through depth within You... instead of trying to change others... live this...

...use a mug... carry utensils and a sealable plate/bowl... pray... meditate... commune with the mother (earth)... and the father (sun)... share your talents... support others who need your support... don't give up... embrace the problem and learn to see it for what it is - an opportunity...