...in the name of ALLAH... the Most Compassionate... the Infinite... the Source of Peace... the Source of Creation...
...the One is Known through creation, creativity... afterall it is observable... we were created... part of a creative process... the code we received from our parents and ancestors have painted us into these brushstrokes of features... so Love yourSelf... not in spite of others... not as an exception... not as a reaction to the standards... but from a place of Peace...
...from a place of Peace lean into your facial features, your skin, the folds, the slight wrinkle along your cheeks when you smile that wasn't there last year at 23, but at 24 you notice, at 27 you notice tiny cobwebs when your eyes smile and at 31 you may notice your hair thinning slightly, areas of pudge which were lean... at 35 you are aware of a frown line, and at 41 you notice the lines burrowing where you smile...
...it's happening quickly... 23 43 67 81 94 103... it's happening and there's no stopping the returen.. .the great return... and just in case you forget you are presented with new generations coming into adulthoods that were babies when you were stomping around, in the height of your youth...
...there are no more graduations to look forward to so you enroll in a program, a course, something to look forward to, to work towards... even though... even though...
...1000 miles an hour on a plane leaving for the himalayas and yet your on the rebound a second later, wondering how it happened when you just left the other day...
...this... this which can't be explained... the force that gives birth to you and me... to an avocado and banana... to the herbs you take as medicine... this energy... this energy that you feel without a word from different people in your life... this is the Mystery...
...and this full moon... in the transition out of this fast... i realize that i haven't been releasing... that what i've been avoiding is the letting go of excesses... and instead i run... drive... speed... chase Connection... perhaps it'll be a house in a neighborhood that i don't know anyone but could possibly settle... perhaps it'll be an event with writers... perhaps it'll be a vegan event... and what i realize in each is that it is the vendors... those offering something that are the onese who profit... who mst benefit as they are there for a reason,.. have an excuse to speak to you and me... through their offering...
...j told me that he goes to dead concerts to make his offerings and it's how he sustains himself...
...this full moon i release showing up empty handed... release the running around... release the putting time and energy into places and people who are not from a place of intention - of Purpose - and instead like money... am deliberate about who i spend my time with and where i spend my time as it is of the utmost... You are priceless and my chase and haphazard expenditure of time and energy wastes this finite prana You have given me...
...bismillah...
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