...ground control sends messages... emits radars... frequencies that miss me... that i missed... forgot to listen... forget to think about it... was reading the stars... constellations that my mom read in my palms... you will be married at some point... have three kids... and they will fall in love with the Way... and cherish and protect us as they plant seeds for the village of lift off...
...tell my wife i lover her very much...
...lift off through the circuit board malfunctions... wonder what will happen if i don't make it back to earth...
...between worlds... i miss housing and job and bills... i neglect the flowers in the window... paddling my feet up and down mean streets that cheer up... cheered by up... up in a cheer... how many more ways is there to say what happened?... when?... how?... does this happen to everyone?...
...the 6 hardeners of the heart doesn't seem to cover grief, confusion, existential quagmire... it seems to be premised on anger, lust/desire, jealousy/envy... but what about messing up because this doesn't make sense... and that i just want to write and not have to look for where my writing will be viewed by the most people and get me the most hits... i just want to play the piano... to strike chords... do a strike a chord with you?...
...i will be back again... and there are more places that i am saying that for... ithaca, philly, nyc, portland, montreal... haven't been there in `10 years... more... maybe... maybe baby... maybe... just maybe...
...wanting to call you... to talk for hours... to run to you run to you run to you... darling...
...radiohead... i bop to songs blaring through my body... electric impulses that whisper... before they shriek...
...radio the waves to the aliens that i was... that i've become... that all of us worked for... mining gold... and now we mine data... that alien is the a.i.... the gold is the data... the colonized lives in us... is typing... is on the control board... until we realize we don't have to respond to signals from this board if we tune into the Tune of the One...
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