...when i wasn't in asana, in deciphering the mathematics of a pose with a master mathematician, i was writing like mad, pen and pad, scribbling...before my brain hid the thoughts in its secret chambers that i am only privy to when i have stopped thinking...
...these past months have required me to be disconnected from this...laptops...cyberspace...keyboards...the world wide web of artificial intelligence...and i am still posed with this requirement...as my computer shuts down before i can hit save, before i can melt the freeze...
...i Am in embrace of uncertainties that require me to let go of control, and the fruits of the action, and instead, focus on the work because it is important, because it needs to get done...because it is in Surrender to One...
...the work that needs to be done, that i might be able to support you with, and you me with, is to Love your-Self...by not doing what you do to hate yourself...
...what do you do to hate yourself? eat more than you need to? masturbate way too often...click links on the web, read the news, watch the news, eat the news...sit around more than you move, sleep late, real late, wake up late...drink coffee to keep your eyes open, smoke, drink, procrastinate on everything, cause you still have to get it just right...and then keep putting it off, because it is never just right...and you can die as your reading this...and really, its about you hiding, about fearing the audience who you have made an idol, and their scrutiny...at the least those who you criticize...
...no one but One...get your eyes of the idols...false prophets, false leaders...celebrities that are on posters plastered in your room...that you regurgitate every lyric to...that you pilgrimage to their concerts...
...focus on the One...connect with the One...be one with the One...disassociate with identity politics that keep you a victim, that keep you stuck in a false reality, that keep you stuck in a uniform, when everything in life is changing...
...what is your offering...embrace it, even if it is uncertain...embrace it and work like crazy towards actualizing it...do it because it needs to be done and its not about you...do it...and do it to bring us closer in alignment, in Closer...in being Closer...and this means working with others, being in space of community....avoid the allure of the limelight...and move instead towards the Light...which means being traceless...work...do it now...you need to heal...our world needs healing...our earth needs healing...human beings need healing...especially us in the west...and the west is everywhere now...
...do it, even if you are uncertain whether it will work out or not...it will...it will work...but you have to work...and Trust...completely...
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