...many things...nothing...every thing...work...work like...no tomorrow...what would u do?...who would u see?... i can't change anyone else...would never want to...would want to grow together...want u to shine...regardless if i'm in the picture or not...work...
...it was always like that...me on the fringes...waiting...wondering if...hearing foot-steps...wondering if they'd come my way...wondering if this weekend...if tonight...if this morning...always wondering...always...wondering why others took priority...why i wasn't invited...why i was fired...why i didn't get the interview...why i didn't get the call...why when u never asked me...why when u tell me how meaningful i am...and then i notice this thought pattern of being a victim, of assuming people think like me...that all of us have the same language, when none of us do...not your next door neighbor even after living in the same building for 2 generations...assume nothing but the best...and give your best...and Love...open arms...and extend this to All...and stay focused on the Work...and do it now...and let go...and let go...and give thanks for now...knowing tomorrow is yours...that many of us will not be here...that while i'm here...i want you to know that you are beautiful and amazing, and gorgeous, and brilliant, and important, real important...even if you hire me or not...even if you terminate me...even if you let me go...
...even if...even...
...cause...
...i often disappear...but this time i've grown into air...into being Always...and Love You, from a place of Always...and am actively flirting with the world...with ALL...while honoring...and recognizing what it is for what it is...
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