Friday, April 12, 2019

...bleed...



...you have to shed some to gain... muscles about to give...do you give in?... do you push?... when you do push... how do you feel after?... is it for a feeling?...

...honesty... truth... Love... authenticity... effort... all... will get You there...

..some people meditate as their thing cause they're fat...

...that's what i thought earlier... in my moment of being judgmental...

...when did i come close to failure today?... i came close to giving up on the drive here... back to the city from nj... from a 20 min drive that took 2 hours... but i decided to enjoy it... decided i'd stay happy about it... decided to listen to madonna and gems and crystals lectures based on edward cacyce... decided that i'd still go home and take a shower and change even though i was running late to my first meeting after work...

...i made it back home all right... i whipped safely... i ran home and shook off the stiffs through my rush... made it to the meeting only ten mins past.. and emailed her prior letting her know i'd be late...

...all praise is due...

...came close to failure when i floated to my wrists and back... usually do 5 times... did 12... did the same with floating into tuck up...

...listened... carefully to sis... as she spoke... instead of me talking... instead of me waiting to say something... instead i listened and asked and learned that there are energies out there in the form of persons that can appear to hurt... to want to hurt... to recruit into darkness... and she had this experience multiple times... made me wonder why... why i haven't?... wondered what she was attracting and why and why i wasn't attracting what she was...?... feedback... all of it...

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