...2010's... 2019... the end of a decade... man made... the concpt of decades... as if there is such a thing as the 1990's... what about the year before that?... is 1989 closer to 1980's or 1990's...?...
... i have been reminded of this notion ... the end of a decade by a few people at this point... the symbolism hit me... a wow... a trip... is it really happening...?...
...messed up... again... how?... don't even know this time... maybe i didn't... maybe this time it wasn't me... maybe this time it was me hoping... aspiring... and feeing the mess up in the rejection in the disappointment... instead of strong... strengthened by the me... by the me that is the I... that is moved and moving from the One... the 1ness... inshALLAH...
...if that is the case... if you are clean... operating from a place of 1... moving from 1... then you could do no wrong... you can only be Truth... as You Are Truth...
...in the name of ALLAH...
...living elsewhere sends trepidations... doing it alone... fear of doing it alone... don't want to... want to be around you... want to create... build... community... Be with You... want to Be with You...
...Work is worship... it requires Work... Work is moving from the inner compass... Work... give it Your ALL... from within... from who You Are... inshALLAH...
...i Am...
...if You Truly Are... have faith... Knowing there is nothing wrong... regardless of the reaction... especially in the context of wu-wei... of the effortless effort... of breath... deep clean breath as You move forward with the Work.... and the price makes sense now... charging for the Work makes sense as we spend 1000's on things... stuff... and the only way to invest in Your health is if you pay for it... a currency exchange for commitment... and for people like my mom who can't afford a fraction of this work but are resourceful and take into account any wisdom they get... have a separate program that requires a fraction of the price...
...and apply the charge to the spend... the investment... in discomfort... in the letting go... through the context of plan... and commitment to the plan... 6 months more before i move on... use the plan ahead... use the context of the plan to make moves... in august i start the nutrition intern.... will move then... between now and then...
...new years eve... shhhh... meditate... levitate... Be in community... inshALLAH...
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