...accidental... this morning was beautiful... and then the lesson that occurred is what i left behind... do one thing at a time with deep focus Reach... going in... and i didn't... i was trying to juggle... i was trying to do and be at two places at once... and life constantly tells me you can't... that it has to be one step at a time... go slow... go forward... try... Reach... in the name of... a lesson... humbling... lets see... let it roll and see what happens...
...in the name of ALLAH... i bear witness on this revolution of the number 12... a holy cipher that won't occur again for another 9 years... the numbers... numbers... deutoronomy...
...typing fast... not stopping for periods or grammar... not trying to make sense... not really caring... knowing that i'm trying to figure something out... that its about me... about us... You and me... and i don't know how any of this works...
...met a couple at the menonite service today... they were beautiful... had 8 kids... were steeped in the church... in jesus... didn't seem too different from the amish... from the perspective of other christians - trinity - the father son holy ghost... and yet they had their denomination... perhaps this is the same in islamic majority countries... who knows...?..
...what's important is that i learn and that i learn to let go of somethings and go deep and deeper still in other things... wanted to say peace...
...today... i stared at my phone longer than i wanted.. trying to figure out how to post through my phone... took forever... would've rather walked more... would've rather spent time making Love and making medicine.. .and Being Connected... maybe writing poetry and reading pomes and making a difference being present in the lives of others...
...in the name of ALLAH... the Most Compassionate... the Most merciful.. .and maybe this is all that has to be said over and over and the repetition will lead to the Truth... to the Us...
...summer... july 3rd 2022... woke up at 3am and practiced for 2.5 hours and could practice another 3... because it's that deep... because it is Love...
...intention to Work to Worship not to be worshipped... what occurred to me through the burn in the solstice... to do one thing at a time... fully present... going deep... Reaching... Being Clear... honest... Compassionate... from a place of Love... in the name of ALLAH...
...this year... intentions are to manifest what i've been avoiding - the Work that will draw me deeper in worship - seeds of tribe... putting forth the Work by showing up and using the feedback... by not compromising Soul for quarters... by practicing nonduality in non compartmentalization in all matters - family friends Work... to allow the Work i do to be a bridge for me and the people i Work with to get Closer... to share more... a lot more... through showing up and doing...
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