...7.5.19... today... research... jaz already went back to him... they are reunited in possible matrimony or steering in that direction... prayers her way... judith came up in conversation in pizza at woodstock... 7 years ago... after returning from somewhere and her from korea... her first stint abroad... we took the trip with bro and sufi... who got married recently to some dude i met briefly... who could've been replaced by beauty strength and love in the form of cb... but it didn't happen this way... nothing happens in the way you would think...
...hurt my back again in the dwi-pada-shirsasana... look forward to movement... to standing on my hands and forearms... in going further... in coming into a wheel... in staying in scorpion... in feet touching head... today is the 5th of juy and i pee out the door... see if my brother is there... if he and his woman-friend are concluded in cruise and roll up to collect belognings... phone... ipad... me... stuff ourselves back in the car like people... a few of them... in a warehouse... spacious... upstate breathes spaciousness... and i breathe because air is precious and rapdily commoidified... so you are sayign that in capitalism everything is a commodity... yes... i responded to my students... this is the proposition... there were no cards from the d.o.e that sought my appearance in court to defend the sentence of being a communist... i am not that... i am not a communist or not not one... meaning i believe in what is right by the earth and by people and other species and the cosmos...
...been writing about what i believe for decades... and someone asked me yesterday... when i described the ecovillage i would visit if it were a utopia... i believe utopia to have a negative connotation so i said not exactly... utopian sounds like idealistic... idealism... ungrounded in reality... at this point i don't know what they point of my job is... i know that i do workshops... i know that these workshops are for the purpose of enhancing tools... skills... that they are grounded in a philsophy... in a way of doing things... kind of like a sale... fine... if belief fully aligns... talk me directy if you want an answer... if you want to know what i mean... nothing to hide from you...
...my grave lays besides me and i Am fully in this to spread gospel of community... ecovillages... living in ALLAHment... like paul and barnabas...
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