...tarot: king of pentacles...

...the king sits on his throne holding a large gold coin... he is adorned in regalia clarifying his regality... he is the king of pentacles... has made it... this week.... today... sunday... conclusion of the summer in some ways... autumn has arrived in its clear mild temperature... the breeze blows closure and beginning of the end...

...the king sits with his gold... he has made it... he has made his riches... he has won... what now?... what about me?... what about you?... what've you made it in?... what now...?...

...for me... this is a timely question.. this means everything... i've been weighing money... a house... next steps... and i have been asked by the 1ness to share... i have been reminded that the whole Purpose is the share... to Connect through Creation...

...but then i get caught in questions about security... about paychecks... about survival... how will i make it if i don't have a legit job...?... are my dreams enough?...

... the answer of course is yes... you can be a job that is unhealthy that is hurtful that is unfulfilling to the soul... and you stay because you are afraid of what it would mean to follow their dream.. most of us do not... most of us half step... what would it mean to take it to the top?... what does it mean to take it to the top... in the past i thought it meant doing me... working towards my goals... but i Know that this happens in unity... in community... in the sharing... that the King with his gold is alone... what is he doing with it... the whole point is to do something with it... to share... to cultivate...

...the king has the image of golden calf... the bulls that israelites worshipped... as they turned their back on Truth... on the teachings of Musa...

...the king holds a sceptre... he is both rich and powerful...

...where is your power...?... where do you hold power?... my power is in listening... in yoga... in rituals and discipline... in creative writing...

...what are you doing with your power to build meaning... to be the continuum of past and present... ?...

...today i listened to talks on real estate and felt sleazed... my power is in the sharing... i would like to use my resources to create culitivate... build meaningful community... how? ask the dead you... and you may hear... do it... take the risk... see what happens... the response is the teacher...

...when you put yourself out there... whether it's through writings or instagram... the response is the feedback... use it... up the ante... get rich... rich being to build community wealth... to take the heed of ancestors and conduit with antecedents... to do right by the Law... get rich or die trying...