...in the name of ALLAH... the Most Compassionate... the Most Merciful... inna illahe wa inna illahe rajun...
...breathe... prana... flows through you... life force... and then it leaves the body... and you... where are you?... are you still in this body you spent so much lifetime to prove... to get fame from... to establish... to be right... to look right... for who?... for what...?...
...if the answer is for Work... for the Work that it takes to be in community... to be in a community of worship prostrate to Purpose to Reaching... then You have been of the arif-ullah's (one who Knows ALLAH)...
...this full moon... as i reflect on this past month... this path lunar calendar... i i am stirred by the passing of my aunty... although not biological she had been a present part of my village... one of the last mohican's along with my folks in that building we've been in since the 70's...
...she always kept her tongue wet with ALLAH... always blessed me with ALLAH... always kept her head covered and her eyes low... and when our eyes met there was a twinkle there... a magic that she and i shared... a transferring of the greatest science of life - Love... the amrit as the vedas refer to it as... the nectar of life...
...her passing occurred during my fast yesterday... as i was off... off balance and spirt in my asana practice... off in my writing... off in my day... and only after getting the note from my cousin (non-biological)... things made sense... humbled... ALLAH will do that... even if you don't bow down 5 times with deep Love and meaning 5 times a day... even if you don't bow down one time a day... or ever... ALLAH will bow you... death will do that...
...i will marinate on this lesson... the one that is immediate is to Love... is to share Gifts... is to frgive... is to let go of ego that places you in a place of walls, borders with others... which keeps you from Connecting with Highest... borders are different from boundaries... boundaries are Law... shariah... they are what keeps our earth at a tilt and orbiting around the sun...
...orbit... around Love... and the Light will always come through...
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