...in the name and breath of the Most... i bear witness that this is something beyond the knowers... beyond the dictionary writers... beyond the movement mission statement drafters... beyond the identity politics of me and my people versus everyone else... beyond temporary sensual exchange...
...i Realize permanence in ammu and abbu... in their Love... unconditional... kind... giving... accountable... deep... more touch than hours and days of bedrooms with lovers...
...i understand what Spiritual means through this depth of Knowledge... of teachings of Being born into a family of gurus... Real Gurus move in Quiet... without ever claiming this... through their words and deeds...
...108 salutations left me falling apart... in disrepair... in counting... in accepting that i needed to go through this... this falling apart... this burn... to embrace it... to stop counting... to stop looking ahead... to be okay with no pauses... no looking at my phone... no wonder of who is texting calling... being okay with being in the 54th salutation and examining my alignment... my geometry... was it matching with the Sacred Geometry as prescribed/Guided by the Sages...
...there is something deep about those who embrace... who do not question... for years i thought it was the other way around... that it was those who question everything that was smart and knew something... but i Realize that it may very well be the other way around... that there is a depth of Knowledge to those who accept... in the name of ALLAH...
...what i burned today was:
...of judgement that causes walls and a lack of compassion/understanding... that my universalism itself has become a wall against those like my past self caught up in identity walls... and instead embrace that people are were they are through compassionate path... Being deep and clear in path and universalism without tearing down someone else's perspective and path...
...not seeing things through completion and brought to Light completion commitment - seeing things through no matter how hard no matter how messy and imperfect... as the journey of the 36 taught me...
...expecting reciprocation for things i may do... the way i may speak or move which i may view as considerate, kind, sweat labor... and instead do because it is Worship... that the Work itself is Worship and doing from a place of Worship of the Oneness... of Soul... instead of trying to impress... instead of trying to get you to worship me i Work to Worship not to be worshipped... with no expectation of a return...
...what this means practically is to go deeper in the Work to share it to collaborate... to do this through going deeper in Love without convincing... with only doing... with clear communication... with and from that place of Warriorhood...
...of course this happens only through Work... through internal Work... through a plan... through being supple in the plan and Working towards it... in the name of ALLAH... the Most Compassionate...
...today is a clear sign of the One... a marker of seasons, days and times...
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