....maula... ali... maula... 99 names... the source of distress... ad Daar... the wound that rumi refers to, to embrace... as it will benefit you... it will lead to Light... as is the next of the 99 names... an Nafis.. the benefactor... that which benefits... by way of being of service... of benefitting... uplifting helping growing nourishing others...
...the Distressor... the distress is essential to explore... the walk into... what is distressing you?.. .for me it is not being in Union... is going through time and space and noticing stagnancy and yet i am changed... the lack of community... hiding in my yoga and medicine... of not being of service... of my writings being just this - self reflections for myself... and a lifetime of this... meaning endless hours that have benefited no one but myself...
... so the distress is not in being in community... in being in meaningful relationships... how can we be in meaningful relationships with each other...?...
...Ad Daar leads me to sharing this through courses... through the honoring of the time and the currency i spent on growing in these practices that sustain and grow family and community and build community economics... Ad Daar is sharing with me that through the sharing all else will fall in place and in turn lead to An-Nafis... inshALLAH...
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