...the last full moon, my intention was to focus on results, to look at and work towards the results i want to see...not sure i've done that...instead...over the course of the past couple weeks, after returning to nyc for the holiday...i got to thinking more of Higher Frequency...and this has led me to cutting out, or to a minimum babylon music, of eating more Higher Frequency foods, avoiding those foods that keep me in a state of low, of tamas...listening to Higher Frequency music, like midnite and nusrat...and classical kurdish music, and pali chants laying down dharma...
...also...been watching my thoughts and have been noticing the sense of separation, of how the greater the attempt to be different, to be other than You, to see flaw in you, to judge you for the way you look, your age, your style of speech, your economics, your opinions...that every time my thoughts judge...i grow deeper in a well of pain....and it makes sense...because we Are One...and when we separate and the greater separation we seek...we grow more apart from the One-ness...
...how do you get past the hump of you, of getting past your sense of difference?...of your sense of you as separate...by delving deeper in your pain and embracing it, creating from it, making art that comes out for from this...thinking about my mom and how she creates elaborate meals and feeds people, and how abbu did this with his writing, and continues to make art through his activism and take the pain of being hurt by the babylon systems and finding roads to/for peace...in community...in coming together with others...
...all praise is due for these mathematicians for laying out the laws for me...
...so this month i grow deeper in Higher Frequency...in Self...in embracing the pain, in hugging it, in exposing it, in letting go of it...this month i become Higher Frequency through unconitional Love...through giving, through declutter...through non-audience...through embracing You in ALL...
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