...i forgot...already...
... forgot to be in 2019... forgot that the numbers had changed and i was supposed to turn with it... forgot what i said i was going to do... forgot the point... forgot that this is still a realm of reality even when it becomes more and more clear that it is an electron, a wave of light and sound...
...i forgot that you read this... sometimes... that mostly you want answers... that i have none...
...guess that makes sense now... what i'd hear... what i'd reguritate to sound intelligent... that learning means learning how much you don't know... makes sense for Real now... and i don't know what to do with this...
...instagram is in plain view and i'm behind the guy behind the girl behind the camera... every so often i look... every so often i fantasize about flying in front of the camera... of doing flips... so you can applaud... so i can be someone to you... and then other times... other times i want to Connect with You and share with You what is possible if You Connect too...
...my sweet Lord... jesus, prophet isa, says that instead of getting consumed in building houses here, and accumulating wealth and stuff... focus on building houses in heaven...
...ALLAH tells us, reminds, over and over... through the recitation (the qur'an)... that the key to unlock the doors of this seeming being, is doing good deeds...
...abbu tells me that this is in the context of fufilling your duties as a human - of worshipping through Work... that Work is abada... i was wowed for a moment... that he said this... that he Knew... it's a constant - the reminder to Work...
...i am reminded daily that i am not working, not of service, of torture, of ethnic cleanses, of endless wars and prisons, and pathologizing of peoples and ways... and i Know... i feel it... and i crumble... and i am doing nothing with what i've learned other than staying hidden...
...there are people making bank... and i keep saying i don't know how to... keep saying how disgusted i am with this vulture economics... but i'm doing nothing... while those who run business outfits are at it...
...make money and you can help my village, my family members are hungry... abbu says... your mom's always dreamed of a house a garden...
...i owe it to her... to them... and to you... to be of service...
...this is what i thought... that i would do my Work with Surrender this year... and that my Work is doing panchakarmas, and making herbal blends, and seasonal wellness kits...
...i think i have had a partner, a couple of us... but i think in lieu of... i think i can... because, the Work... the Work is about You...
... forgot to be in 2019... forgot that the numbers had changed and i was supposed to turn with it... forgot what i said i was going to do... forgot the point... forgot that this is still a realm of reality even when it becomes more and more clear that it is an electron, a wave of light and sound...
...i forgot that you read this... sometimes... that mostly you want answers... that i have none...
...guess that makes sense now... what i'd hear... what i'd reguritate to sound intelligent... that learning means learning how much you don't know... makes sense for Real now... and i don't know what to do with this...
...instagram is in plain view and i'm behind the guy behind the girl behind the camera... every so often i look... every so often i fantasize about flying in front of the camera... of doing flips... so you can applaud... so i can be someone to you... and then other times... other times i want to Connect with You and share with You what is possible if You Connect too...
...my sweet Lord... jesus, prophet isa, says that instead of getting consumed in building houses here, and accumulating wealth and stuff... focus on building houses in heaven...
...ALLAH tells us, reminds, over and over... through the recitation (the qur'an)... that the key to unlock the doors of this seeming being, is doing good deeds...
...abbu tells me that this is in the context of fufilling your duties as a human - of worshipping through Work... that Work is abada... i was wowed for a moment... that he said this... that he Knew... it's a constant - the reminder to Work...
...i am reminded daily that i am not working, not of service, of torture, of ethnic cleanses, of endless wars and prisons, and pathologizing of peoples and ways... and i Know... i feel it... and i crumble... and i am doing nothing with what i've learned other than staying hidden...
...there are people making bank... and i keep saying i don't know how to... keep saying how disgusted i am with this vulture economics... but i'm doing nothing... while those who run business outfits are at it...
...make money and you can help my village, my family members are hungry... abbu says... your mom's always dreamed of a house a garden...
...i owe it to her... to them... and to you... to be of service...
...this is what i thought... that i would do my Work with Surrender this year... and that my Work is doing panchakarmas, and making herbal blends, and seasonal wellness kits...
...i think i have had a partner, a couple of us... but i think in lieu of... i think i can... because, the Work... the Work is about You...
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