end game

in the end...Nothing...Everything...You...return...the great return...been thinking about the ancients...about ancient egyptian emphasis on death, on this journey in life as a passage of preparation for the next life, the real life as they understood it...thinking bout how this resonates in islam, in how much emphasis there is on humility, on bowing down, in staying humble, and clean, to prepare the body and soul for the hereafter...think of how this echoes in hinduism, in buddhism, through ritual, through, meditation and non-attachment for the sole purpose of liberation from the bondage of the material uniform that keeps us in this realm...

and the end game here, in context of this being a passage, in commitment to belief, in trusting in that which was revealed by the arif-ullah's...is to leave the world a bit better, a bit more in tune with One, a bit more engrossed in that which is Always - Love...the Source of Peace...

think about money...how if i had a lot...how a lot of us think of having money, a lot of it...how i never really used to think of it...how even now, it's only a thought in relation to responsibilities...but...if i did have a lot, what i would do has come up in relation to what i want to actualize - an ashram that is in Surrender to One, that holds courses on alignment through connecting with Divinity in asana, breath, meditation, nutrition/diet, herbs, cooking, touching - bodywork, in building sustainably, in music that builds on Love Supreme instead of ego...a school/place where everything is medicine, is based on the economics of spirit, of community, of accountability, of family, of simplicity...this is the end goal...to be able to partake in community through this path of Love...through the village, through a community in Surrender...to offer this as an alternative to the babylon system, to the hyper-individualism, to that which is destructive...

...guru-pops was telling me about this woman in a village in bagladesh, who, not having money to go to the city to a hospital, to address her ailments, began, building a hospital in her hometown, by placing one brick down at a time, and when others asked her, she told them - i'm building a hospital, some laughed, some joined her...it got built...

...if you know the end, if you know that which has to be, then work towards that, not the money...the money will come...so long as the Purpose is clear is entrenched in One-ness...