Saturday, September 9, 2017

fast day 1 autumn 2017


your house is full of Mystery, of that which is unKnown, for people who run, rush, move in fast forward...people like myself....

...hence the fast... hence the Return...

...at this point, i have no science for you, for this fast, to quote, other than the observations based on ancient mathematics that reside in equations within my nucleus, which, at every moment transferring information to be transcribed and executed through the protein structures the compose our symphony...

...today i observed the addict, the whisperer, the one there are specific prayers to ward off, clothes and a covering of the head, to guard the sahasarara, the 1000 lotus petal connected to Always, and tampered with in the cell towers of babylon conversations, music...

...began this morning with de la soul, and even threw on drake, before i realized that this fast is to re-connect with more than a moment of assimilation into crowd funded idolization...

...as i entered the cafe, i considered coffee...it would be cheaper than the fresh juice...it would give me a lift, leave me with a sense of sattva...

in a merryground, at each juncture of the day, i bowed down...recalled that if i have time to be behind this screen, to read and research, to chill and browse clothes at the second-hand...then i have time to surrender this mind in total to One...

...the fast, in accord with some of the principles of ayurveda, and the prescripts of the guru muhamma (s.a.w), at this point, consists of 2 meals of kitchori - a late late breakfast, and an early early dinner: 12:15 and 4:30pm...

...the music has transitioned into baul...to instruments in worship of pure Essence....all praise is due...

...the clarity has grown...from a place of despondence in money/family blues, the blues of an ancient world and culture my tribe and i r permanently amputated from...into a place of work from a place of reflection, equanimity in that which must be done...

...returning to a place of unconditional Love, Peace, when i see You, when i dress, when i anoint myself with your Essence through prayer, pause, gratitude, hope...

...there is work to be done...to bring glory to the Glory...all praise is due for those in Surrender, for bauls, qari's, the tribes of Quiet...




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