Thursday, July 5, 2018

...do one thing... walk into the fear of it...


...who do you respect deeply? what about them? how did they actualize their Purpose? what is their story? legacy?

...what about you is keeping you from actualizing Your True Purpose? how do you shed it...?... how do you feed that which is already in ALLAH-ment?...

...how do you take on and metamorphosize into that which you haven't been but need to become to do what you haven't done, but need to do, to actualize Puropose...?...

...are you putting in the work...?... everything... all growth... requires work... Work... Work, as the prophet of this path of Surrender to the Source of Peace (islam)... reminds us... is worship...

...respect: malcolm, che, gandhi, my dad, moms, my brother/s, queen, poet, smack...

...respect them because they are fearless... they are honest... they Love deeply... they are compassionate... they work hard... they go harder than the paint... 

...what do you Love about who you are...?...

...i love my asana rituals, cooking... getting deep with the cooking... writing... siesta... prayer... veganism... scripture... hadith... the rituals...

...what is missing for you?...

...for me... making money... interacting with the world in a meaningful way... from a place of Work... and this leads to space - not having my own space... what's missing is being engaged in flow through work, through currency... community... interface with you... what's missing is wifey, children, growing family...

...how have you tried before?... i tried to work with clients by just working on my website... i would talk to people here and there... but it would be confusing to them... i said i did this and that... i didn't actively engage in a Purpose, in a solution with community... and instead, just said, this is what i do... one on one... and i'm real... and i'm doing right by tradition... instead of doing... instead of spreading the Gospel of Essence... and the importance of this work... and sticking with it...

...i was waiting for things to happen... spent time doing everything else... taking walks... chopping it up... eating... but not putting in the Work... 

...the Work needs to be done... what is the Work that needs to be done?... 

...the Work for me is to build family... to build Love... to build community... to feel meaningful... for all of us to feel meaningful... to be accountable to one another... to be a part of meaningful community...

...why? becasue: individualism, isolation, lack of trust, lack of respect for elders, for each other, for land... becasue ego, because of self-grandizement, ego inflammation... because the Way of village is becoming extinct... and the earth is being killed... and peoples who abide by Laws are pathologized and bombed out of existence...

...how do you do the Work? ... through the herbs... through courses in yogi householder life... through collaborative spaces... through cooperatizing... 

...who has done what You want to?...  organizations... those who worked together... ones in the 30's, 40's n 50's n 60's... those who worked like ants and bees... for each other... not to sustain themselves... not to be okay... but for the greater/est good... 

...how do i shift to become that?... become part of an organization... be accountable... be part of a cooperative... healers cooperative... 

...what about subsistence? one thing at a time... focus on the herbsl formularies... put them out... get them in stores... do talks on being free of the death-care system... of being healthy in body mind spirit... and see clients... offer them medicines that will help them... 


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