Sunday, October 31, 2021

...the Knowing is in the togetherness... 10.31.21...

 ...in the name of the Most High... whoever that is for you... and if it's a hit of molly drained in a cup of joe with some microdoses of shrooms... i don't know... that's all i have to say... i get it... but i don't think that will get you there... to the Most High... but i get you brother... sister... 

...we're all trying... i think... to Reach... to get Higher... to Connect... isn't that why we speak to ourselves... some out loud... some in our heads... speaking to someone else there... who?... isn't that why we meet with friends, lovers, family, ask them if they are upto anything that night, to get a bite, to take a walk, to do something together...???.... 

...even if we decide to stay home, often times it is to zonk into a netflix series... 10 episodes in and still not satiated, not wanting it to be over... taking the characters with us into our sleep... wondering what they would do if they were in your shoes... 

...we are Seeking Connection, the desire to be together... to leave the alone-ness... it is in Knowing each other that we come to Know You... to Love... to be in Love... to learn Your Way... and it is ultimately You we want to be with... 

...but then why resonance with some and not others...??... why are we attracted to some people and not others?... why do we find some attractive and others unattractive or not attractive enough?... why do we desire certain body types and accents, and cultures, and phenotypes, and backgrounds, and the list goes on... why?... perhaps it is to feel safe... to confide... to grow in union in a way that embodies that ecstasy... afterall not all wine is the same... some like chardonnay more than they do shiraz or cab... why?... why do we have tastes?... 

...resonance... the echo of Connection, Connectivity, of Reaching a High that the taste of one can give vs another... and in the process perhaps getting just a little bit Closer... 

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