...do it different... that's what comes to me... cause the same is a chicken without a head...
...different not meaning new... not meaning discard... not meaning get a new outfit... but meaning do it right... do it in a Way that gets me Closer...
...different... in the Way of Life, Love, Liberation... theology...
...this past month...my intention was to collaboratarize (do u like this word?)... the areas of my life i'd like to Work in.. the one that will sustain me in heart, mind, and economy...
...this past month...i didn't collaborate in the way i hoped... at all... or maybe i did...
...was consumed in ramadhan... was deep in the Love of cleanse... of growing humble in community... in attending iftars, in being a witness to the body, in listening and paying attention to the experience, the lessons it afforded - you can fall in Love with ALLAH through Connecting in a meaningful Way with the Creation - humans, kindred species, water life, rock life, air life... the meaningfulness happens through doing Work that needs to be done, versus settling for jobs that distance you further... and the Connection is guaranteed to happen if You Work meaningfully with Purpose... as ALLAH sustains those who take steps towards away from ego and towards Self... as Ramadhan teaches the participant - 21 hours with food and water for 30 days in the heat, while working... and you are still alive - cause Essence got Your back... cause You took the steps...
...the collaboration in Ramadhan happened through the institutional pillars in place - we ALL fasted together - a billion of us... due to the prescriptions passed down from generation to generation...
...i would like to be in a space of co- of co-operation, co-laboration, of co-conspiring with Your Purpose... and yet i am making medicine on my own, cooking on my own or for someone... asana-ing on my own... doing bodywork for the boss... so how do i be in this village community?...
...do it different... completely different... completely different from how i have done it before...overhaul the models of pattern, of circles, to get to the spirals... overhaul and do it different...
...list your goals, aspirations, etc., in the past 10 years, and how you've been going about it... and then re-haul... revisualize... write it out... a plan... do it different... do it completely different... and walk it... walk deep in it...
...and in this path... in this birth after returning to Self in rahma - the womb - in this rebirthing - rewrite the character you find yourSelf in... so that You Are in ALLAHment
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