Monday, October 28, 2019

...7 of pentacles... 10.28.19...



...divinity... holy... heaven... islam... these are some of the associations with the number 7... when i was coming up... dudes from the 5 percenters... an off shoot of the nation of islam used to rock varsity jackets with the number 7 on the back, surrounded by stars and the word ALLAH... so 7 could also be a search for greater, Higher Truth... inshALLAH...

...on day 5000 of this journey... of being in this space ship that constantly  changes... of being within the quantum realm of here and not here... i recognize the impact the mundane has on me... and at once how central You Are... how i consider You often... weigh you... but lacking in regards to being in dikr... a constant state of reminder... as those who forget ALLAH forget themselves... according to the Qur'an... makes sense...

...the mundane... pentacles... earth... grounded... grounding... virgos... rooted... uprooted a coupla days ago... wisdom tooth yanked out... neanderthal style... students and chest-beating doctors taking shots at me... seeing who has a bigger thing... pulling out and beating off in front of the chick doc who held the only nourishing hand... less distracted by them and more engaged in the process of the Work...

...i Love that in people... and when i witness it in myself - Being engaged in Work... their Work Guiding them... i believe that... let Your Work Guide You... inshALLAH...

...perhaps this is the merging point between 7 and pentacles... getting grounded in Your Work... as my brother nam constantly reminds me of in recent days - fumble forward... and when you do... Amazing... Amazing things will happen...

...perhaps the 7 of pentacles... of the marriage of divine with mundane in my recent Work has kept me attractive to the women i've been Connecting with recently... as i ride on my path... and when/if our paths cross/merge... we dance together... towards...

...in the rider waite card of 7 of pentacles we see a man leaning into his shovel... as if in a moment of pause... reflecting... breathing in the efforts of his Work... the fruits they bear... his reap from what he has sown... they are beautiful and shining... what is it that you are sowing...?... planting...?... what seeds do you carry?...

...you are what you repeat... what are you repeating?...

...today i carry the seeds of yoga... of cosmos... of Connecting with Self through scorpio... through writing... through tarot... through flirting... through pause... taking it in breath... Loving... fully... considering what the Lover what do at every step and walking into the sweat labor all of this Purpose requires... 

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