...some of us need cannabis... to show us what's True... some kind of wasting... to bring us anew... afterall it's only in dying that we Realize living... perhaps this is why the moment of brushes with the end of human form lead to a slow down.. .a flash flooding of you life and what could've been... an Awareness...
...stress brings us close... stress can give us peace... if it is the right stress... if it is stress that allows us to unentangle discomfort through embracing it... to embrace fear and overcome it... these processes will lead us free of vritti... unless it becomes an addiction... unless it is a triathalon....
...what have you been afraid of this past year?... aging... getting older in numbers.... of missing the boat to have children and have a family... to tell you this... of being unsuccessful as a medicine man and yogi by not being of service to anyone in a meaningful way... in a Way that grows them Closer to You... of losing those closest to me without having fulfilled our shared dream...
...i guess there aren't a lot... but this... of not fulfilling shared dreams... of not being of Service in a meaningful way... of not being able to make my Work sustainable...
...and the hadith of keeping the camel tethered to keep it from wandering... and then leaving it up to ALLAH strikes home - that we must Work towards what is right and good and in the path of You... and You will fulfill the rest - however this looks is our feedback to shift and reshape our Work...
...embrace the fall... go into handstand... walk with your hands... bring them through your legs and back into chattaranga... jump through with straight legs put your leg behind your head and stand up...... Work through the illusion of the body - breathe...
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