...this full moon... in libra... opposite of uranus... that's what an internet site i landed on w jaz said...
...we looked at it for meaning... for what it meant for us... to find our mangled memories under a spot light...
...recognized... acknowledged... seen... i see You... i see how beautiful and loving and caring and all that You Are...
...i wonder if you see me... thing is i've been hoping you would... and in the process i've been failing to see You... to see Your Light...
...i've been wondering about resonance... about if 1ness... if this Truth of ALLAH is observable to an extent... tawheed... the 99 Being One... the Truth of this in our interdependence to composite a single seeming being - the person writing this... the person reading this - composed of trillions of other life form within this you... then... how is it... why is it that we have resonance with some and not others... why do we not get along, Connect with everyone?... or do we?... that is are we failing to Connect with every other being when we are failing to Connect with our selves... and in turn putting up walls... that is... there may be someone who i may perceive as physically unattractive, and so i don't engage with them the way i may if i perceived them as attractive... and sometimes cool trumps physical attraction... the idea of cool... and so... because of unattrative and attractive... becasue of these perceptions... there is closed door, open door.... afterall, isn't this the case for people we are involved with intimately...?... but this is not the case for everyone... there are those who fall in love based on qualities of another... and there are those who within this minority, also find beauty and quality in all... and thus in turn... everyone is a potential lover...
...this could be a threat... threatening... for those who operate from the more shallow...
...this could be a journey in learning to find and Love qualities in ALL...
...then how do you decide who to spend time with and who not to...?...
...i have been passive... passively accepting that which happens to me... and instead of playing... being played on... have been outside the game... or thinking i was/am... and yet i'm in it... just not playing... those living, really living... are completely outside their comfort zone... because this is what it takes to play....
...this full moon... instead of being acted upon... i act upon... i play... a player... initiating... making decisions....
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