...Always You...
...two meals a day have become feasts... gorging... binging... until i brush... until i put a stopper on... and the stopper makes it clear that i don't need to... but i know while i'm doing it but still continue... there are tiny bolts of sensory satiation... a slow unveiling orgasm... but each one feeling and leaving me progressively worse... less connected with my self... into a downward spiral... and f-it... the nihilism of the modern world... you win...
...then yoga... prayer... return to breath... to You... and Surrender movement to breath... to ancient algebraics that align body in space time... with the body of jupiter and saturn and our sun and the moons of planets in neighboring solar systems...
...Alignment happens during the brahmaputra hours... during the time of space... when there is no earth bounding the body... when Quietness becomes the language shared with the Essence...
...do one thing... go hard... deep... all in... Reach... then... after sensing progress... move on to the next... all in... whether it's a conversation with a family member/friend or stranger... or a brushing of your hair... Be all in...
...i was all in during my listening of arif ciziri... the kurdish musician/singer from the early 20th century... between imprisonment and exile... between grief of the turkish led armenian genocide at the dusk of the ottoman empire and the carving up of the middle east by the brits and french... to the utter hope of the dawn of a new day for kurds arabs persians others in the region...
...his songs stretched me through space-time... into that glint... and now... the utter landless state of the kurdish people across nations - iran/iraq/turkey... the reminder of the uigher peoples and their concentration camp status by china... as i write this... the ethnic cleansing of the rohiynga muslims by the buddhist burmese military... they don't mention religion and miltiarims in the media unless it's islamic... mohdi's dehumanizing actions in india are never prefaced with his allegiance to the miltiatn and fundamentalist right wing hind r.s.s and b.j.p... no mention... but a kashmiri who protests the rape of their land by this mohid govt is a kashmiri islamic terrorist... deep... keep the Love going... move from it... speak from it... without expectation from the thieves... we are tied to them too... i am that too...
...spiritual gnosis is not an aside for good times... the universality of Love and non-separation is applicable Always... even when you are of the ethnicity being brutailzed by many of another identifiable ethnicity... there is Spirit there... as taught by the prophet muhammad - peace and blessings be upon him and his descendants and antecedents...
...peace and blessings to You...
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